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:) Dec 22, 2020

    1. Sleep-deprived-enthusiast
      Sleep-deprived-enthusiast
      :)
      Dec 22, 2020
      2. HazyPrecise
        HazyPrecise
        :-)
        Dec 22, 2020
    2. Sleep-deprived-enthusiast
      Sleep-deprived-enthusiast
      You guys are cool :) Those were ramblings & my points all over the place, but it's comforting to see I'm not alone in my journey <3
      Dec 2, 2020
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      2. Sleep-deprived-enthusiast
        Sleep-deprived-enthusiast
        NU and the community has really helped me a lot in breaking out of my shell to interact online, and help me realize the sprout of passion I had for books hidden inside me. To anyone similar to me, I hope you relax and find out what you really want and love. Maybe like me, you can't discard your shortcomings; I myself have an addiction to reading. It's both good and bad, but one I chose to stumble and grow for.
        Dec 2, 2020
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      3. Sleep-deprived-enthusiast
        Sleep-deprived-enthusiast
        Oh, and I'm only going back to comment here because like I said, I'm obsessive about stuff I do, and overthought that there might be something bad from the notifications I received from here. hehehehe I'll keep on working on myself before I fully get back to the temptations of the beloved novels (•^-^•)
        Dec 2, 2020
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    3. strayCat0
      strayCat0
      Good luck fellow nuffian. Your thought really resonates in me. That feeling to validate your younger self that had wasted so fckn many time to read some random book and forgetting the rest really hit me hard. I too don't want to make everything that my younger self had did become meaningless.
      Dec 2, 2020
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      2. strayCat0
        strayCat0
        NUF made me realize this, and ironically after I released my first short story, I went hiatus for like one year or so, and the reason was almost the same as you, to get my shit back. I really hope the best for you right now, I hope i'll see you here again someday in the future, and if it's not possible, I like to think that you're already happy for everything you have there.
        Dec 2, 2020
      3. strayCat0
        strayCat0
        sorry for my bad english, I hope i don't write something hurtful and sensitive
        Dec 2, 2020
      4. Sleep-deprived-enthusiast
        Sleep-deprived-enthusiast
        Nah, you're cool. Thanks! And you're right. I just don't want to lose what I have now. I'll see you again!
        Dec 2, 2020
    4. amaliajun
      amaliajun
      Leaving a message here after reading your long status. I can only say good luck with whatever choice you make!! I'm still struggling similarly, so I wish I soon have an epiphany like you. Hope you can come back here with a better self!
      Dec 2, 2020
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      2. Sleep-deprived-enthusiast
        Sleep-deprived-enthusiast
        Thanks, I wish you the best!
        Dec 2, 2020
    5. Sleep-deprived-enthusiast
      Sleep-deprived-enthusiast
      Well I found fondness for writing 2 weeks ago, thanks to NUF, forums and reading some hardbooks as a kid & all the translations, originals.-
      Dec 2, 2020
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      3. Sleep-deprived-enthusiast
        Sleep-deprived-enthusiast
        If anyone can read this, this is just me rambling. Just know that if you're stuck in the same rut of self-disappointment and self-loathing because of running from all of your problems (even if it's purely psychological and really small like mine). You're not alone. Just take a step, smile, and don't let the wounds stop your recovery.
        Dec 2, 2020
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      4. Sleep-deprived-enthusiast
        Sleep-deprived-enthusiast
        These words are to bolster my courage and resolve. Thank you :) ughhh maybe I'll feel cringey and think this is corny in the future. And right now I'm thinking in some corner of my mind that I can't do it. But I can, I will, and no matter what I'll still be alive and have hope in changing all of the regrets and bad traits I always wanted to change. My own character development.
        Dec 2, 2020
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      5. Sleep-deprived-enthusiast
        Sleep-deprived-enthusiast
        So bye for now NU! I'm glad you introduced me into a wonderful world. Please keep on rocking and I'll be here again when I can face myself in the mirror properly straight and having the knowledge I am doing my best right then and there
        Dec 2, 2020
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      Oct 31, 2020
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      2. Sleep-deprived-enthusiast
        Sleep-deprived-enthusiast
        Thank you ｡^‿^｡
        Oct 31, 2020
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      3. Lemonfairy
        Lemonfairy
        you're welcome :)
        Oct 31, 2020
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