Request share what's on your mind today (daily thought)

I'm feeling this wave of sadness for some unknown reason

 

I love the quick blabbing section after labwork, truly what makes things more or less bearable... UwU

 

This house is going to burn down because of that damn fan that my dad wouldn't let go!! The thing is already over repaired and is hold up by electrical tape already and the motor has been changed a lot after a few months it would still continue to breakdown!!

I know he has some attachment to it because my grandma used to own it but come on there's a lot of more valuable sentimental things out there that wouldn't potentially BURN THE HOUSE

 

I miscalculated my schedule, how can I forgot that big agenda? bye-bye on time

I really want to have time to play game

 

Ow|
Maybe your dad will understand if you tell him that very precious fan will be broken into pieces if he doesn't take care of it like, storing it somewhere safe where he can still go back and see it rather than using it?

Hopefully, nothing will start any fire at your house

 

I think I'm being too clingy these days, she'll get tired of me T.T

 

*floats* I am but a noodle on a stream~

Fr though, I am just exhausted. That's okay! I am working towards what I want, just rushing now!

 

It's supposed to be in the trash and near for pick up by the garbage truck but for some reason he probably took that fan to a shady repairman again

This family already fought about that fan before (me, mom and sis are against using it) but he flipped out on us on that and it cause some arguments (he's the only one that's being unreasonable)

I do pray that it doesn't catch on fire while we sleep and I cannot stress that enough and hopefully he would get the message that I don't like or feel safe with that thing anymore!

 

It just started raining. I was so over it after all those months, but now that sudden downpour feels like a nice, fresh reset.

 

I suck at blackjack

 

I keep thinking about it, I should’ve said a joke instead T.T

 

Why it's so crowded even on weekends...

 

I'm trying to post 5 messages so this forum will let me post a links.

 

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I watched these two videos today

 

Lazy lazyyyy

 

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Reading all past messages and chats, I must admit I miss you all so much... UwU

 

Almost got beaten up by dad again

 

Feeling down right now and I don't know why, maybe it's my depression acting up... Also new sem will start tomorrow and I don't want to go to school

 

I went to the mall today and it was chaotic as ever, maybe even a bit more so than usual, which I did not think it was possible.
I swear even an actual jungle would be more civilized and calm than this random backwards tiny mall where

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random fights break out, windows get broken, everyone is acting like they are on Love Island (but somehow worse), cashiers are drinking on the job or fistfighting each other, so on. Not gonna go into the worse stuff that has happened before.
I mean, it could be worse. Does not give me as much dread and anxiety as any other mall, so I am good for now. I also get to hear juicy tea and offered discounted coffee. Not too bad.
I did meet a creep today. I have not felt this ready to fight someone in a hot second. Ended up leaving because I did not want to end up jumped afterwards if I piss him off.

I feel like about 55% minimum of the people either working there or coming to visit someone that works there is legit off their rockers.