Yes, I don't want to message you
I'm controlling myself and keeping my fingers off the keypad
So damn hard
Cause I do badly want to talk to you
And it's hurt
So damn fucking hurt cause you dont even
Try to message me first!
Thoughts that I want to scream in front of you
But then I realize it will be just a waste of energy
Cause I know you'd never ever give a shit about it.