By MikkiMarie
I'm aching,
trying so hard
to watch the world spin
without my sanity beginning to spin
as well.
I'm breaking,
struggling to see my beauty
without basing it
off my own
insecurities.
Perhaps I've built myself
a complex puzzle,
and simply lost
too many pieces.
Perhaps
I made my life a battle
knowing I could never
win.
I'd rather lose myself
than be
lost.
I'd rather
stop looking
both ways
than be
afraid.
I used to fear shadows,
and now,
I wish to be one.
I used to fear my disappearance,
now I want to be gone.
I'm aching.
Trying so hard to watch the
world
spin.
But unfortunately,
my sanity
started spinning
too.