Spoiler Come Cry at My Funeral/내 장례식에 와서 울어 줘

Title: Come Cry at My Funeral/내 장례식에 와서 울어 줘

Status: Ongoing

Description:

Spoiler

A lowly shepherd, an illegitimate child, a disgraced duchess.
Although she was married to Duke Izar, whom she loved, Phrygia lived in dark misfortune.
Her family used her, and the people of her duchy hated her, calling her a stain on their family.
and her husband Izar.
Even after her miscarriage, her husband remained indifferent.

“If you were born to parents like us, you wouldn’t be happy.”

Even at her Phrygian funeral he did not shed a single tear.
But he wished for Phrygia last.

Please cry.
Shed even a single tear.
I want to change your mind.

Even if that's the price of living with a one-year deadline, it's okay.
And then, come and cry at my funeral.

*

For the first time, Phrygia dared to glare at this man.
The terrible document in her hand fell to the floor.

“How could you do something worse than even an animal to me…” … !”

She was mistaken.
She said that this man had finally developed affection for her.
She says she believes in him.
perhaps… …
He might be love.
But this man deceived himself.

“You ruined my life.”

Spoiler: Characters

Male protagonist
Izar Primus Arctrus
As the head of a family that destroys monsters, his pride is high and his tone is extremely overbearing. His goal in life is to restore his family's honor. He felt terrible for the illegitimate wife who was thrown at him, but before he knew it, she had become an object of longing. Maybe it had been that way long before he knew his love.
Female protagonist
Phrygian Antares
She lived as a shepherd who took care of her crazy mother, and it was revealed that she was the illegitimate daughter of a noble family. Her previous life ended miserably, but she returned to her terminal condition and became involved with Izar again. Her goal for the year is to be useful enough to make Izar shed even a single tear when death comes again. But what choice will we make in the face of changing circumstances and the truth?

 

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• Chapter 250 spoiler

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It's picked up by RainOfSnow

 

Oh god the bar is in HELL for her.

 

These female protagonists are better than I'll ever be because I don't know how I do it but I find a way to make the person fall in love with me make the people in the castle love me knowing good and well I'm about to go to heaven soon just so they can be in pain when I leave

 

if you want to read it, its faster if you just mtl it straight from ridi website than wait for the 'translator'. no difference in quality since they just straight up copy pasta google translate mtl with very little editing. the first line in chapter 1 itself was already wrong.

Edit:
Citrus Aurora's translation passed. Thank god someone rescued it from the mtl garbage Rain of Snow was serving. My original comment was for the chapter from Rain of Snow.

 

Not for the feint hearted and trigger warnings for abuse

I really hate this ML no redeeming quality at all.

And might be trigger warning but mc suffers really bad from her adopted family so Tread carefully, seriously it's very traumatising experience, very fked up sht happen and ML was useless... this was probably picked up because of good writing and watching mc become more independent which is great but still not for the faint hearted.

Spoiler

Around ch 50

they drugged mc, who came to a ball with ML to their house, took her to a warehouse, held her down bringing a mid wife to check her virginity if she slept with ML her husband they forced her to marry, while the step sis and her mother told her how her mother pissed herself in that same warehouse when she cut her tounge, and they practically popped her cherry then threw her in the garden while party still ongoing

While useless ML was just waiting knowing they will scare her, even though mc made him promise to stay near her as she was afraid of them

Then gets fooled by the half sis towaste time if not for second male lead

And when he found out what actually happend in the warehouse just like in first life when mc lost her child he runs away out of guilt instead of consoling her
Mc cried after this when she never cried even after she lost her child in first life saying this experience taught her how to cry

he simply gets a piece of land from them after threatening them and gives it to mc

Never in my life I wanted a second male lead to just kick ml's ass in my life

I think and hope she won't end up with ML and just move on from him

 

Spoiler

 

Spoiler: Mc goal in this life

MC wants to be a good wife so that ML will cry on her funeral, she plans on saving the Crown prince so his family will be pardoned from previous crime.
Crown prince dies by monsters in the hunting tournament.
The high noble families in this empire have abilities from the goddess or blessing. ML family and only ML now has the ability to kill monsters (monsters are unkillable by normal means) and his power becomes like a buff to knights following him so his knight order is the only defence against monster rush, that is why emperor can't destroy the family and wants to humiliate them

Spoiler: Why emperor hates ML

MLs mother ran away from the duchy when ML was 3, when they found her ML was 10.
She ran away and married the revolutionary leader with info she stole from the Duke, revolutionaries kill the crown prince at that time and 2nd Prince, ML father fights the rebels kills the mother and commits suicide

Spoiler: ML trauma

ML was trained hard by his father to be perfect and family rep to be his highest priority, and would show him mc from afar as a lesson there are people more pitiful in life.
He remarried a vassal daughter and repeatedly tells ML not to be fooled by a woman (like him) and be the one fooling.
When they find the mother she doesn't want to come back, qs ML's father uses him as hostage ML says to his mother to comeback when he barely knew her or the circumstances, for her to go hysterical saying the only child she has is the child with him(revolution leader).
She dies and His father tells him not to fall in love since he's their child.
When ML is 18 he finds traces of his mother's "illegitimate child" but was to late finding the msg taunting him saying to my brother born from a dog and that he's a child born from a blessed union. Which mc smh deep down thinks the same he loathes illegitimate children (mc is one) and is still looking for his half brother to remove the last stain in his family

Spoiler: Half brother

In social circles ML mother is known as disgraced duchess but people who know the truth at that time say other wise
One marquess said the duchess at that time was pitiful as prev Duke intervened in her marriage and forcibly married a woman from a lower nobility. She was looked down by the vassals the step mother also says she bullied her to make her know her place.
ML Is unaware of this.
So the illegitimate child wants to get revenge on ML for destroying his mother life and the impirial family idk why exactly.

He is hiding as young priest and meets FL on separate occasions

At first he think of her as his brothers weakness since ML gives her special attention.
He believes the goddess gave him specialpowers because his life was wronged and plans on taking revenge. His power allowed him to control monsters, sending a raid at ML and Mc going to the capital. It fails when the monsters are afraid of mc's hidden power(purification) making him pay attention to her in a different way.

He finds it ironic when ML and imperial family treated mc as the lowest when she was an actual treasure and never noticed.
He also moves to the capital and tells mc his name.
When mc left her parents house after that humiliation she was poisoned and lost consciousness ML called preists to heal her, he was one of them. Seeing her he sees his mother in her as which is kinda true ML is obsessed with MC but does not give her the care she needs.
He sees a pitiful woman trapped by a monster.
When mc visits the temple afterwards he meets her and tells her she is like a sister which mc agrees to.
When ML heard about it from her escort, trash thinks he's flirting and is investigating it

Spoiler: Mc mom

Mc's mother always told her her father is a very high person, why she didn't doubt the duke as her father.
The his wife cut Mc's mother's tounge in front of the duke making him pee his pants.
Because he was so scared how insane his wife was, he couldn't tell her the child wasn't his.
It seems her mother was raped by him when she was already pregnant she fought back saying the father is high person and to let her go but he didn't care she's from a low family.
So when his wife brought mc and made that plan with the emperor he kept quite since his wife mutilated an innocent person.

So theory is mc has green eyes similar to current crown prince, either she is sister to crown prince or cousin, CP is the grandchild of current emperor.

Spoiler: What God wants

While mc is in her coma she hears god voice telling her she is on the right path and she is the only child to hear her voice in this land, implying she is the only pure and sinless one, and she gifted her powers to fulfill that role and when this is over come back to my side where your child soul resides.
When mc meets crown prince she instinctively knows that is what goddess wanted to save cp

Crown prince built a research facility and is working on a protection magic circle that will make the corrupt temple useless. (Goddess wants him to succeed)

Second ML a wizard is also close to CP and is working with him, he invinted mc to help her know about her ability and learn more

Spoiler: Second Male lead

His first appearance wasn't that good
He accidentally peeps on mc, mc visits the marquess house with ML to use the healing fountain they protect,(mc's calfs were mangled as step mother whipped her with a thorned branch), 2nd ML is second son.
Mc was soaking in the healing fountain when he walks in and is mesmerised, mc screams and throws a rock at his head.

He uses her guilt for that (smh she feels guilty) to chat her up as he's a known playboy and capital society allows affairs, he changes his mind when he talks more with mc.
While chatting with mc he noticed her having a strange expression looking at the served berries, when asked she says its her favourite fruit because of her husband but he already forgot (in prev life while in pregnancy cravings he brought them for her from although still not in season).
When ML notices she had berries in the shared room while in the marquee, he brates her accepting gifts from men, mc not wanting to irk ML anymore in low spirits she tells him not to show any favors for her, when 2nd ML knew abt while they were leaving this he seriously wanted to punch ML to cheer mc he shakes her hand instead of kiss meaning he saw her nothing more than a friend and equal which actually cheered her up and smiled and trash ML even hating that.
He invites mc to the research facility before and after the humiliation incident. When mc was at the ball he tried helping by changing the mood after mc shut down some nobles and when she was drugged and pulled by the servants he wanted to follow but can't because of rumors, when mc was thrown in the garden he felt her magic power she starts crying because she wanted ML to find her, he can't take her as she is that state her rep would be ruined he puts a invisible spell on her so no one would approach her and goes to find her maid but finding ML is easier he finds him wasting time with step sis( she gives ML wrong direction of mc) and even when ignored he brings him.
When mc woke up he gives her a potion from the healing fountain he magically made himself, a huge deal since the fountain is known for being useless after being lifted from the fountain.
Now he wants mc to help with their plan

Spoiler: Step sis and marriage contract

Step sis wanted to marry ML but her mother says they are not favored so she can't yet.

They use a trick and bribe priests to make the marriage contract void be not making mc's signature or something to stay on paper since it was not infused with holy power making her in both lives a mistress not a wife which was a huge deal for mc.
The step sis tells ML this right after the first night and he agrees to marry her later idk stupid ML since a legitimate noblewomman should be the duchess and that's how thing should be. I forgot what the whole plan wa idc anymore.
When rumores that mc is a seductress she hates it and can't imagine the duke and an animal(her veiw of mc an illegitimate child) can have a child and possibilities are torturing her her mother teaches her how not to have same mistake as her, they send ML's step mother a medicine that will make mc sterile.

The step mother doesn't use it for now, she is furious by ML for not listeningto her and shouting at her for flogging MC and separating their duties in the mansion ( practicallys she wants to control ML and the duchy)
She'd use it on a pregnant mc to teach them both a despair and a lesson, meaning mc in first life lost the child the same way, not a natural miscarriage.
She veiws mc as an animal so does the mother that is why they checked her virginity in such a way and thought ML won't stop or fault it since her agreed to marriage annulment

This book whenever I think things can't get worse they do

My personal opinion but this should have waste tag not just coming if age tag and nothing is pure about ML or charismatic he's a fool that can't see how those near him look down on his orders and take advantage of their position doubt his decisions, he's a mass of inferiority and pride that's is taking up space and air

The only saving grace for this novel is that mc separated the ML in this life and previous life, and would probably end up truly hating him as in synopsis, I seriously hope he gets ruined

 

What the heck is that freaking story?????
I hope that trash family will rot in Hell.
Can't believe I'm surprise to see trash guy as ML but I have seen scum cheaters less trash.
And that says it all

 

So MC probably didn’t know about the marriage certificate cheat in the first tl and this is why she still believed that her husband would care and cry about her. But the situation in description with the document she found is probably when she’ll start hating him for real. And I hope she leaves as legally she’s not tied to this horrible man.

Thank you @Reio for reading this waste and sharing the spoilers so that the rest of us could keep our sanity.

 

Yeah sums it up.

Spoiler: How she died first life

Mc doesn't remember how she died, I think she knew the moment before her death, and ML has flashbacks of her in first life from time to time.. foreshadowing he might recall prev timeline eventually, and in them that she cried before her death probably commit suicide.. my theory but High chance

You're welcome
I'm sharing the spoilers so none have the same fate as me, i needed therapy and to let out this anger fter reading that. Some might dig waste but should still know before diving and some just looking for misunderstanding couple not raise my blood pressure story

 

He knew what they were doing and he still didn't stop what an idiot!!! What acts of failure does he do after that?

 

Nah reading all this there is NO REDEMPTION for him. He genuinely makes me sick to my stomach as well as his disgusting family. If she ends up with him that will literally be fucked up.

 

Wait... He cheated on her with another woman??
Thanks for spoiler

 

Yeah. No amount of "making it up" to her is going to fix his wrongs. Yup. flush the MC and go with someone better. Author, please rewrite the story from the point where he cheated on her. Give the duchy to someone else and BURN the temple down. *maniacal laughter*

ps. oh... and give the MF some brains to choose a better life...

 

Wait... he cheated on her? From the spoiler I thought he agreed on marriage annulment and agreed to marry the sister, but did he have intimate moments with another woman?

 

It's the same thing anyway. if you mean a physical relationship then no, he didn't agree to kiss stepstep but if you're asking he was fooled to waste time

 

Hello, is anyone kind enough to just do us all a favor and spoil the ending? Hehe
Also if there are any spoilers that lead up to the synopsis, what happened after, and how it all ended would be very much appreciated